Monday, November 08, 2010
Its the end of the year again, guess im updating only at the start and the end of the year now huh? Ok this year have been quite an eventful year, almost in every area. Firstly, school. RP, well many people look down on it, calling it a woodlands ITE and some others just because the way the school works is different, well maybe it is different. well you just cant stop when someone wanna say something right?
Last semester grades great for me, never i thought i was able to achieve such grades. Thank you Allah for letting me have a chance i feel that way and making it possible for me to have such grades.
Next would be about life, there will be a point of time where you feel like giving almost everything up, well at least i did. Im someone who does thinks a lot trying to make sense to almost everything. Having said that, recently that point came to me, i just wanted to end everything but every time that happens, there will always be this one thought that stop me and it come in a form of a question. "Am i really ready to meet god? " we now a days are expose to a lot of things which cause a a lot of sins to us. On top of that we are actually thinking that its alright for us to even do certain things knowing that ur actions are sinful.Example, lie whenever possible, gossip, disrespecting elderly and many more.
Sigh. Thinking about all this just make me wish that things could be the same when i was just 5years old where nothing else matter accept the love from my parents. Well i think that enough for one night.
ps. im currently working on projects of which i think might help people in a way or another. peace.
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