Wednesday, May 09, 2007
haish.. days past as if life was going to get better.. but it turn out to got worst.. hmm.. i no longer no what to do.. ive give up on life.. am i brought to this world just to trouble people? if i am.. i dun wish to be here.. haish.. im trouble..not just in school but at home also..haish.. problems have been coming up non-stop.. one after one.. what is happening? my heart has been beating to hard from yesterday.. im not sure why.. something is terribly wrong.. but i just dun know what is it.. its trying to tell me something but i just cant hear it.. now.. im not sure who i can talk to.. it seemed that even someone that ive trust cannot be trusted.. i need to talk to someone but who? why is life like this?
kie yesterdays paper, for math i finished the paper right on the dot.. haish.. didnt got the time to check..then for chem.. too much time.. haish.. the whole class had put their head on the table when i finished my last question.. mean im kinda the slowest but.. i still got another half an hour.. should have given the time to math... hmm kie finished the paper.. erm met minnie.. then when to tekong for a while... she wanted to take her book.. then sit down for a while.. they were crazy sey heh.. hmm kie then her sis wanna mit her at triplek :) waited wid here and then went home.. on the way got my self an ice-cream.. nice.. reached home.. got myself a surprise.. dun wish to elaborate on it.. haish...fam wanted to go out.. didnt follow sat at home watch tevee..
today.. erm kie we only have one paper and its my final for mye.. haish.. after this, prelims and then off to n lvl.. haish.. its very difficult to really think properly when there are alot of things running through ur mind.. haish... i would have long reformated my brain if i could.. haish.. todays paper dnt.. start at 10.15 i tynk.. hmm why didnt they make the test in the morning sey.. isnt it better.. haish.. nvm la.. tk pasal2 nanti sal ni pun stress.. haish..
*u, i tol2 sorry uh lau u kene marah or anything.. haish.. i tk ley uat pape.. i pn tk tau kenape ni sume berlaku..haish..*
*hate my life*
*lovingualways*
kie yesterdays paper, for math i finished the paper right on the dot.. haish.. didnt got the time to check..then for chem.. too much time.. haish.. the whole class had put their head on the table when i finished my last question.. mean im kinda the slowest but.. i still got another half an hour.. should have given the time to math... hmm kie finished the paper.. erm met minnie.. then when to tekong for a while... she wanted to take her book.. then sit down for a while.. they were crazy sey heh.. hmm kie then her sis wanna mit her at triplek :) waited wid here and then went home.. on the way got my self an ice-cream.. nice.. reached home.. got myself a surprise.. dun wish to elaborate on it.. haish...fam wanted to go out.. didnt follow sat at home watch tevee..
today.. erm kie we only have one paper and its my final for mye.. haish.. after this, prelims and then off to n lvl.. haish.. its very difficult to really think properly when there are alot of things running through ur mind.. haish... i would have long reformated my brain if i could.. haish.. todays paper dnt.. start at 10.15 i tynk.. hmm why didnt they make the test in the morning sey.. isnt it better.. haish.. nvm la.. tk pasal2 nanti sal ni pun stress.. haish..
*u, i tol2 sorry uh lau u kene marah or anything.. haish.. i tk ley uat pape.. i pn tk tau kenape ni sume berlaku..haish..*
*hate my life*
*lovingualways*
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